DECEMBER 24, 2025

tomorrow is CHRISTMAS DAY!! hehe... happy holidays... i've been utterly obsessed with the amazing digital circus lately. im getting a zooble plushie and i love that triangle more than anything.... yaaaaaay :3333

NOVEMBER 6, 2025

well elections went by and we had a democratic sweep, thats kinda nice like finally some good news to not make me feel so hopeless. I hung out with a buddy yesterday but tbh im scared to come out cause idk if she likes nb/trans people. making friends is hard u either befriend ppl who hate your existence or make it a competition. lame. lameee. im trying so hard to get a new job. im gonna look into a hotel today i think that sounds pretty doable for me. my art block has been horrible i literally cannot draw at all and it sucks.

OCTOBER 19, 2025

htf save me

OCTOBER 17, 2025

YAY I REMADE MY COMMISSION PAGE!!!!! for now I am only offering flats and shading, i have been too unwell to do rendered paintings and stuff, blehgggggggfb.... go check it out on the sidebar of my page under T.O.S COMMISSION INFO!

OCTOBER 15, 2025

im resetting my diary, will probably do this every so often out of paranoia but who cares right?

im in a terrible place and its cool i have been through suffering of this level time and time again and i will pretend it will lift me up

friendship is a joke, its capitaistic sadism on a pedestool. did you know isolation is what keeps you human?

ever heard of crab bucket mentality? thats what the transgender community is like- to a T. its easier to tear down others than uplift them its why the internet is a cesspool of hate because the human race is dying out when an animal knows its going to die it becomes violent.

what a man's got, he'll learn to hate :heart: